blog? what blog?

Blog? I don't have a blog... oh wait. Yes I do. Oops. Hi interwebs. It's been a long hiatus. But there have been some big changes in M world. None of which are job related of course. When I finally stop procrastinating about everything else in my life, I'll divulge more. I'm just glad I remembered the login for this website.

-M

:*(

Yesterday evening was a really hard night for me. I felt really lost and unmotivated and, quite simply, super depressed. This unemployed thing is really getting to me. I have lost my positive power and I don't know what to do. Things are not looking up and I just don't know how much more I can take. Listening to "Total Eclipse of the Heart" on repeat is not helping either, but it just suits my mood these days. It's making me think that maybe the career I'm trying to transition to and pursue is not for me. Maybe I'm more suited for something more simple like a shopkeeper. I feel so lost

-A